When you think you are learning how to balance what is right with what makes you the happiest, a monkey wrench gets blown in, and helps you to reevaluate those wants and needs. This is NOT the easiest thing for me to go through nor is it the first time. You would think by now that I would have learned the first 2 times and kept my heart and soul guarded, but I think I was craving it and I believe I enjoyed the adventure while it lasted.... Yet, right now, RIGHT NOW, my heart is BREAKING.... the more stuff that comes out the more my stomach aches and my heart yearns for protection. Yet it all boils down to this.... "it is our choices, Harry, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." (Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets)
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It's been a long week... This to shall pass...
ReplyDeleteOh Audra, you have NO idea how many times and even a little bit currently how I have felt this exact way!! I'm sending you all my love and friendship and a great big hug!!!! I've just always thought that you were such a great gal and always liked ya a lot!!! If you ever need to chat or talk or just laugh a little, don't hesitate to let me know!! I hope all is well and that you try to sneak some of your cute sense of humor in a little. Stay faithful .... I love ya!
ReplyDeleteThat's a great quote, and so very true. I have no idea what's going on, but I've had those feelings before and past experiences have caused me to be more guarded. I don't know if that's good or bad. FWIW, I'm thinking of you and I hope you feel better soon.
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